9/23/13
Q&A
They ask me questions, from across the room. They ask them, not with words, but with their faces and with their eyes.
Why not a little make up? Why not a nice blouse? Why not a smile, Meghan?
They're wondering why I look like death. Why I couldn't have spent a little more time, made myself bright and shiny this morning.
And I answer, I think, with my whole body.
Because I'm the kind of person who prefers honesty. And honestly, if I did any of that today, it would be lying.
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and this is another reason why you're awesome.
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haha not everyone would agree. but i'm glad you think so!
DeleteDid you have an internal debate about how to spell your name or have you decided?
ReplyDeleteIt actually just happened without me even thinking. And then I realized I had just used the H without thinking and THEN had an internal debate. But I'm just going with it. It's on all of the legal documents so...whatever. It's my name.
DeleteI love this a lot! And relate to it a lot!
ReplyDeleteI love all of these pictures! I just wrote a post inspired by your 'miracle' post. Thanks for being an inspiration, keep up the good work!
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Amen to this today. Sometimes getting ready physically cannot happen. People cannot happen some days. And that is just ok.
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Uhm yes yes yes. Thank God for glasses and naturally long lashes to keep me looking less death-like. And yay for boy shirts being in style. It makes life a little easier. You're the best
ReplyDeleteI feel like this at least a couple times a week!! love the pictures too
ReplyDeleteman, ain't this the truth. your words always touch my inner everything. they are perfect.
ReplyDeleteUm.. so I can see how society tell women make up is important and a necessity is ridiculous. But what if one just likes make up? I don't think I'm being dishonest putting it on. Or maybe you mean you would be dishonest using make up because you don't like make up.
ReplyDeleteNo, my point was just that I didn't feel like wearing make up or dressing up that day because I didn't feel like it would properly reflect how I was feeling on an emotional level. I have no beef with make up or people who may or may not like wearing it more than me.
DeleteSheesh. Your words gave me goosebumps. I relate with this on such an extreme level. Most days, I think I am trying to prove something by making sure I look presentable, even if I feel terrible due to endo pain or whatever, but then there are days that I just want to look how I feel. And if that's disheveled or tired or worn out then so be it. I love that you call it honesty. I'd never thought of it that way but that's exactly what it is.
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