2/27/13

a different kind of missing.

The thing is, I tried to make plans, but you only canceled again.  And I have no doubt that you really were sick and tired, like you said.

I just hope not of me.

Maybe by now we're more like two people with memories than actual friends.  Because you no longer rely on me to remind you to breathe, though I think that was the goal all along.  And this next part is selfish, I'd never deny that even once. I guess I just miss how it felt for you to need me.

10 comments:

  1. What's wrong with people these days? I need you.

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  2. :((((( this is a sad post. and sadly, i understand. :(
    *hugs*

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  3. growing apart from friends SUCKS. this is something I've been going through a lot lately it seems like and all I can really hold on to is this "people change, memories don't." sometimes you have to let go of the people to maintain the purity of the memory. and by that i mean this: it's okay to let go of friends who are really bringing you down, but don't let how they are today sully the memories of before. sending warm thoughts your way.

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  4. Seriously though. I understand when things happen but when it's consistent, just freaking tell me you don't want to hang out. Whats with the secrecy or making up excuses? It's something I don't understand and it annoys me often.

    Chin up though. You have a great husband and an adorable kitten. Who needs friends in that situation? :)

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  5. That last line! So true. Sometimes it's not that you need a person but you need to know that they need you. A whole lot of needs, lol

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  6. Saw your husband at Costco the other day. You two still need to come hang out with us!!!

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  7. So sorry for feeling unwanted. I'm sure this is not the case.
    xo TJ

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  8. Just for everyone's information, I really am doing fine! haha I promise. I wrote this to sort of capture the frustration of not having time for valued friendships after we grow up, not really about a specific person or moment. Regardless, thank you all for your kind words :)

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  9. I know this feeling, too. i think you captured it beautifully. And I am sorry you are going through it, but I'm glad you are okay!

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  10. I totally understand this!
    It makes me sad to think of all the friendships that have fallen by the wayside because time is hard to find. I feel like there is always a slight hole in my heart where that particular person fit in.
    I think you've inspired a post of my own!
    Happy Day Miss Meg. =)

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