regard:

-verb (used with object)
         To take into account; consider; to look at; observe; to relate to; concern.  

It just can't be healthy,
all these intruding lights that I see.
Pretending the night's not here,
they line all the streets.
And I'd like to find a place 
where I can't see them anymore,
like that impetuous memory made
so long before.

I'd like to find a place
where I somehow escape any thought of you -
at least in regard to me.
I say that now, of course,
with every doubt
that you really had any.